Today I showed her, the therapist, the letter that I sent to my love. Maybe you've read it? If not, you should! Her comment was that it was well written and was from very deep in my heart. It showed a lot of emotion that was building up for many years and finally got released. Basically she liked it! I also showed her my love's reaction. Did I show that one to you? Here it is:
XXXXX XXXXXX April 1 at 2:48pm
Hey,
I just logged on and saw your message. Wow. I don't know what to say. I need a few days to digest this. I know there's an attraction, but I didn't know it ran this deep.
My life is a big mess right now, but I'll be thinking about everything you said.
If I'm not in touch for a little bit, I'm not mad.... I just need to step back and let that all sink in.
Good luck with the job hunting!
Yeah, it's deep. Very emotionally deep for me. Attraction? Yeah, it's deep.
Glad you're not mad. I'm such an emotional wreck right about now but I'm glad I've let it all out in the open.
Take your time! I'll still be around.
Thanks very much. I did my phone interview with Fox earlier today. They're supposed to call me back in about two weeks.
Deep? Oh yeah. It still is deep. Actually more deep now than it ever has been. One of our last chats my love told me that she is still not over her ex-boyfriend. I've been chatting with her about that fact. It's only been what, three weeks since she moved out of his house? Yeah, she needs more time. I'm a very patient person but after 17 years of waiting how much longer can I wait? Another month? Six months? A year maybe? Am I willing to wait? You bet your life I am! Unless, and this is something that I hope never happens, she may tell me that she doesn't see a future for us as a couple. Could this all be one sided? From some of her emails to me I don't think so. Wanna see some of them? LOL! I bet you do! Maybe in another post. I'll get to that eventually. Meanwhile I need to get another beer and wait for her to get home so we can chat again. Stay tuned!
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