I don't know.....

I chatted with XXXXX late Saturday night. I don't think she had a party but she may have been taking a break from partying to chat with me. I'm not worrying about it. Or am I? I didn't hear from her at all on Sunday. Today is Monday and I haven't heard from her today either. i know she was online because I got a status update from her FB page. I think she is ignoring me. I'm not going to go into the reasons why I think this because I have in my previous posts. I sent a resume to a TV station in Pittsburgh today. They were advertising for a PT Operations engineer. Will I get the job? Will I even be called for an interview? I seriously doubt it! I would so love to get this job and get the fuck outta here! What if I get the job and XXXXX wants to remain friends and nothing else? Oh fucking well! I'm getting a little impatient waiting for her to get over her ex boyfriend. BUT! I need to wait and wait I WILL! I'm still in love with her after 17 years! Obviously!