Nothing has changed...

XXXXX and I have not spoken, email or otherwise since March 18th. My divorce is almost over. Get this, my lawyer called my ex's number and left me a message to get in touch with him. LOL dumbass! Am I over XXXXX? Not completely. I probably will never be over her completely. It's hard just to drop an 18 year love affair even if it is only one sided. Plus all of the things she said to me when I thought things were going my way. I'll have to copy and paste some of the things that she said to me that lead me on. 'Till then, gotta go.